I’m sick.. but I still wanted to smile and have fun.. it was my birthday you know.. I am already 20.. no more birthday parties.. no more nightout gimmicks.. im getting older now.. hhmm.. being serious is one thing that i am putting into mind.. but im not pressing hard on it.. i might die when i do.. hehe.. it’s not like me when i take things so seriously — it is my other "self" when i get too serious.. that’s why i get sick.. because my body cannot adapt to the sudden change of outlook in life.. but i want my brain cells to function in the way i wanted it.. i want to grow up.. be mature and stop being an idiot.. hehe.. yes i was once an idiot.. the last time i became one was yesterday.. and i am getting better everyday.. improving is the best word that would describe me..
i had my vacation in wiz’s house since last sunday afternoon.. no no no… i havent been to surigao again,.. they’re already here in town and they have already moved here for forever i bet.. im happy that one of my closest friends are already here.. haha.. not just only one but all six of them… tita melbz, kuya amar, kuya peter, mona, enen, and wiz.. yes.. they are my friends.. and im glad i have spent my 3-night vacation there.. i had my asthma attack again last night.. good thing that i was with wiz that she took care of me… thanks for that.. i still am not feeling better now but i manage to smile.. maybe i am just thinking too hard and spending my days like some kind of a superhero.. carmi, forgive me again.. i know you will be scolding me because of this… hehe.. but i dont want to stop working.. ill show up at greenbox tomorrow.. hhmm.. im gonna be working again.. blessings to me!
